Thursday, May 26, 2011

Waiting, again.

Still in limbo on so many situations. Last months' baby try didn't take so will be doing it again in June. Really praying it works out soon. I want nothing more than to be pregnant and mother a baby again!!

JJ's trial is on hold until August. There is pretrial in June and dates set mid-August. He had a very hard time after his visit yesterday and I can't wait for TPR so these visits can stop haunting this little boy and ruining every sense of security he has. I adore him, but need some stability in our life so he can settle and I can just focus on loving him and helping him, not mending wounds that keep appearing out of left field. I think something serious happened in his past based on this new information, and it breaks my heart that these things can happen.